Figuring It Out As I go…
Let’s start things off right, I have a great life. I am very blessed. I have a wonderful husband, a large and loving family, and friends that I can always count on. BUT, let’s also set the record straight, I’ve loved and lost. I’ve felt and played second fiddle to others. I’ve cried myself to sleep over boys, family, friends, wondering why I wasn’t enough. So really, I am everyone else out there.
I’ve always loved with all my heart and sometimes it wasn’t returned. Sometimes, I loved someone in a way they didn’t need, and sometimes, I was just flat out hurt.
So here I am writing all the unsaid to those who hurt me, those who loved me, those I hurt, those I loved, and somewhere in the void of the internet they will live. Love letters for no one.